Art Saves-Sevas Tra

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY, IT'S MY BIRTHDAY! WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO XD

Who in the heck would make a dvd like that?! It's sick! Seeing an addict give a man a BJ just torn me the fuck up. That was just creepy. I am sure no one on this site will be able to find it, but if you do, DO NOT WATCH IT! Please?!?!

Thank You :)

Pop legend Michael Jackson is reported to have died of a heart attack after he was rushed to hospital in Los Angeles.   

The entertainment TMZ website reports Jackson suffered a cardiac arrest earlier this afternoon and paramedics were unable to revive him.   

Earlier, a fire department official told the Los Angeles Times that Michael Jackson had been rushed to the hospital.   

Steve Ruda told the newspaper on Thursday that Jackson was not breathing when Los Angeles Fire Department paramedics responded to a call at his Los Angeles home about 12:30pm.   

The paramedics performed CPR and took him to UCLA Medical Center, Ruda told the paper.   

 

 

 

information from thewest.com

I did this little make-your-own-horror-story on this website, here it is:

 

Hello, my name is Monsieur Macabre. What I'm about to tell you is a true story...Well, most of it is true. Some names and incidents have been changed to protect the innocent.
There was a girl named Raven who had bad dreams every night. Before she went to sleep, she tried all sorts of things to ease her mind. Usually she wrapped herself up in her favorite sweater. A sweater her best friend tim used to wear before he accidentally shrunk it. It was comforting.

But even her favorite sweater couldn't stop her nightmares from happening. Every night she would dream of her death--a freak accident she thought would kill her at 16.

One day, she was out with tim and they decided to visit a psychic named mia. Since Raven always dreamt about death, she thought going to the psychic would ease her fears. Maybe mia would tell her a long, happy life was ahead--or at least, how to avoid the accident that might take her life.
The psychic asked them for two objects. Two things they loved that would help her see into their future. Raven handed over her favorite sweater. tim handed over his lucky silver dollar--a present from Raven two birthdays ago.

Well, the psychic did say someone would live a long, happy life...tim was told he would live to the old age of 104.

However, when it came to Raven, mia frowned. "I can't really tell what's going on here," she said, "it's like your fate hasn't been determined yet."
Raven frowned. "Are you sure?" she asked.

The psychic squeezed the sweater in her hands. "Yes, I can't see anything. I'm sorry," she said.

That left Raven with an empty feeling. Did that mean she was going to die tomorrow or 80 years from tomorrow?

As they were leaving the psychic's office, tim stopped to eat a hamburger. Raven wasn't hungry, she was feeling queasy actually...The hamburger smelled like severed eyes to her. She looked at tim, and he looked like a ravenous animal, urine dripping from his mouth.

The next day, tim's mother called Raven's mother.
"We've been at the hospital all night," she said. "tim has food poisoning." She sounded more tired than worried.

Raven's mother came into her room. "Did you eat hamburgers with tim yesterday?"

"He had one, I didn't," she said.

"Okay, well, I just wanted to let you know he's been in the hospital. Food poisoning."

Weird, Raven thought.

  

This then set off a chain of thoughts in Raven's head. What if I die from food poisoning? If not food poisoning, then maybe electrocution?
She thought of all the ways she could die: Choke
Slip in the bathtub
Plane crash
Drunk driver
Clowns (killer ones)
fleshs could eat her face
Trapped in a building, in a fire, in an elevator or a car
Rabid animals

The thoughts were wrinkled. She couldn't escape them.

 
 tim's mother called back later that day. She was in tears.
"He had E. Coli and his kidney failed. He's gone. How could that happen?" she cried hysterically into the phone. "How?" Raven's mother did her best to console her.

Raven was shocked. She was sure to die next.

She vowed never to leave her house. She would be safe at home.

Raven stopped showering (so as not to drown). She started to smell. Her bedroom smelled like formaldehyde. She didn't eat much food (so as not to choke).
Years passed. The people around her died. Her mother, her father...

Though the house was empty, she started to hear a scratching against glass. She was scared of the sound, so she decided not to leave her room.

She lived in this room for years and years. The house slowly grew old with her. Plants grew over. Termites destroyed the wood. Little children would walk quickly by, creeped out by the house and the terrible old lady who supposedly lived inside.
Raven died at 104...all alone...

 

 

Creepy huh? Not.  

Idk, I cant even write anymore, I have no inspiration. I used to write those little crude shitty fan fics, but atleast I was writing. I just cant get myself to do it anymore. I have simply lost it. Damn.

I look back at my old posts and Im like........."I was so random back then, its not even funny, lmao.

I come back after a year and buzznet's changed AGAIN?!? Hahaha, shame on me for going away...

You have seriously been under a rock if you havent heard about the latest Spears family drama...................................................................

JAMIE LYNN SPEARS IS PREGNANT!!!

Yes,it's true,Miss Zoe 101 is having a baby!!And at 16 years of age!!!Oh my!!!------------Whatever!!Sure it's gonna be a big scandal since she's a star, but if she was back in that little Louisianna town, people would'nt even give her a second glance!!Teen pregnancy is huge now, and she is just their latest mascot.With movies like Juno and Knocked Up(I know they were older in Knocked Up, but it was still irresponsible!)teen pregnancy is becoming more apparent in everyday lives.I see handfuls of girls at my school who are pregnant and walking around like it's nothing!I am not here to bash pregnant girls or make them feel ashame about themselves, I'm just telling my view on the subject.Plenty of people are saying Jamie is so wrong for getting pregnant, because: 1.She's so young and 2.She's a role model!!She has a hit show on Nick, and I'm sure tons of little girls watch it regularly(or teenage boys who have a crush on her).It does send kids the wrong message though.Who wants their child to watch a show that stars a pregnant teen who's sister is a complete trainwreck?!Not alot of people,I assume.But it is kinda sad.You're already embarrassed by your sister's erratic behavior and your family's drama,its probably hard trying to keep a clean image.Buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut, it still doesnt mean you can do irresponsible stuff like sex!(And without a condom!!)When I first heard about it, I was saying, "OMG!!Why would she do that?!?!She is just like her sister!!".But she is NOT her sister!!Britney had kids too-----------------but that doesnt mean she's a better mother because of it.Hopefully Jamie will be a good mother to her child, and the father will help too.All you can do, is watch and read the tabloids, peoples:).................................

~*~Peace!~*~

What is the first thing that pops into your mind when you think about Christmas?Most likely, its presents aren't it?But how about the other definition of Christmas that include family, love, (and food!!!Yum!!).A whole month filled with holiday spirit and cheerfullness.Warm hearts, the quality time you spend with your love ones, that's what makes Christmas the reason for the season!!!And of course the bundles of gifts that you give and recieve.But too often we forget about those people who are not as fortunate to have a materialistic Christmas as we are.At this time of year, family is all they have.So when you're bitchin' over the ipod or the BlackBerry you didnt get, think of those people who are not as lucky to get those things you take for granted.Or better yet, donate something!!Make yourself and the people feel good inside!!Here's me, wishing everyone a Merry Christmas, and a Happy New Year!!

 

excuse as i wash the shame off

telling scars upon my face

dirtiness ravage my body

killing all that was inoccent

tears left unseen

cries left unheard

pain left uncured

digust is my middle name

my ugliness unbelieveable

my soul ripped by the seams

my mind scattered and dislusional

no one can bear to hear my story

my life filled of disappointment and hurt

no love for me

no care for me

no stableness

no one to tell me its okay

only regret and coldness

my job only fills their desires not mine

giving myself away

stared at like a piece of meat

seen only as a cheap fuck

nothing more

in too deep to care about getting out

lonliness the name of the game

shallow people walked on me

and spit and thrown me away

no god to help me now

i am alone

scared to even call his name

sucide fills my mind

wounds of anger line my arms

my heart is lost

my day as come

no more

no more.........

 

 

jealous of a rightous gestures

wanting all of the praise

not realizng

that

its good

not only for

the fame

of being a hero

but for

the

soul

waiting for your time

to

come

to save the

day

the big

war has come

overseas

brave men lining up for battle

ready to

fight

for

their

nation

but you are

there with your

shiny plastic

sword

and your

heart full of

fake

pride

ready to slash the first fucker

to step

your way

but you are foolish

too busy

smiling

for

the

cameras and

showing off

you forget why you

are

there

your fellow warmates

are

dying

and praying to be saved

but you

are

too

selfish

your men

laying

bloody

at

your

feet and

YOU

ARE

TO

BLAME

Good Lord,what have i done?............................

 

 

LOL!!!

......................................AND ITS JONATHAN DAVIS!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

In my last journal I realized that I had reveiled too much of myself to you people.I dont like people knowing too much about me,it makes me feel exposed and helpless.That is probably why you will never know my real name(believe me,it is NOT shia,its just a stupid name I just thought of in my head,I wish I could change it),my age, or where I live.I know this is strange,but I am real picky about that.But I know a few things I am not:

1.I am not a grown man posing as a girl.
2.I am not from an foriegn country.

There,that should widdle down the list for you,not like you care,anyways.What is up with this heat,gosh.I cannot stand another day like this,espeacially if you have to walk in the blistering heat every single day just to get home.If it would only rain where I lived,my friend,that would be a spendid day.I shall run free through the refreshing drops,soaking in my relief and gratitude,Oh what a day that shall be!Well I,one of the 10 people who watched High School Musical was greatly disappionted(feel free to yell and assualt me in your mind,High School fanatics)That is the problem with sequels, they always try to be bigger,higher budgets,hugher story lines, and usually it doesnt work.I couldnt even sit through the damn movie,I was bored.But on another note,doesnt Lucas(the one who plays Ryan Evans)look like the lead singer of Cartel??They look kinda similar.I dont even know what the movie is about,all I know is that they are in a country club or something and they are golfing.I was not pleased with the movie,but you are entitled to your own opinions,dont listen to me!Well anyways,I am sorry about the spelling errors,I have trouble remembering how to spell words.Forgive my previous rants,I like to talk off the wall and jump from subject to subject.See I told you I was crazy :)

 

Love ya bitches,

^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

Join my new group I'm making,"Buzznet friends,everyone needs them(Buzznet lonely hearts club)-you know,for all the lonely people on Buzznet.

For all you people who live in the southeast like I do,you probably went to school this month.Are we still going to be the most popular girl in school?Are we going to finally pass something even if it doesnt matter?What temtations are coming our way this year,whether its sex,drugs,or just the gossip and the backstabbing.The boring work,the catty girls and the overhorny boys who only want to talk to you becuase of your breast size_ what joy!!But really being over develop can get you kill.This old creepy guy was hitting on me becuase he saw me in the car next to him crying and screaming(my mom was not in the car with me,i was alone)He was all like"dont cry youre too pretty to cry" and "do you have a boyfreind?or you thinking about one?" and I was really scared,so I called my mom and she came out and drove me over to the other side of the parking lot and went looking for him,but he left.Wait im getting off subject!As I was saying,what I would love to go back in september,when the air is cooler(it is 100 degrees here!!)and id atleast have more time to prepare.All my classes are cool mostly.I really wanted to take drama and french,but i dint make up my scheldule so I didnt,I got all of the boring classes.My school is BIG and crowded,so I still am lost.I am already making a bad impression on my teachers becuase i missed some of my classes and i havent been arriving on time,but whatevs........sorry for all of the speeling errors,hell,i dont care dont if you read,its for my sanity and another way to let out my frustration in healthier ways than just holding it all in.I know I dont make sense,but I am crazy so you will have to deal with it.I am crazy,in my own way.

Outtie 5000,

Life is a series of transitions

Your transitions from youth to adulthood

Is an important one

It is time when you move from an inner circle from

Where you have been nurtuerd and protected

To an outer ring where you must mantain your

Responsibilties

To mix and flow in unity with your fellow new-comers

To experience the lust

The sins which may make or break you

Grow and shrink,with the snap or shot or

"Yes I shall try this distasteful product only to

Warp yourself into a vicious web of hurt and rage

That only YOU can let go of

No no no sir

I wont let go

The high,,,

The high is too much for me......

I must.....keep....going

Do it!!

Break the cycle that your ancestors have layed for you!!

YOU shall come out on top

While your

Counterparts lay in shallow graves..

Follow your heart

And may

The strenght be

With you..

 

 

 

Live it,learn it,love it kiddies!hahaha

 

Its almost time for Degrassi(for most people)!!!!U better watch it!!!I mean it!!!YAY!:-)

WATCH IT ON FRIDAY,8/29/06 AT 7PM(EASTERN TIME)ON THE N.I MEAN IT!!!!I COULDN'T UPDATE ANY DEGRASSI PHOTOS TODAY, i ONLY GOT PETER PICS UP, I'LL TRY TOMORROW.YAY!!!!!

THAT'S RIGHT FOLKS.DEGRASSI:THE NEXT GENERATION SEASON PREMIRE IS COMING THIS FRIDAY!!IN HONOR OF THIS SPECIAL OCCASION I AM MAKING OVER MY PROFILE DEGRASSI STYLE!!IT'S NOT GOING TO BE AS DARK AND GLOMMY AS IT WAS BEFORE BUT I'M STILL KEEPING MY KoRn PICTURES!!!!YAY!!!

I LIKE JONATHAN DAVIS !!!!!(AND KoRn!!)